Today things did not work as expected, but it was at the end all for good it would appear. I may have needed some time on my own and time with my God. That it was all crowened with a beautiful hour of kirtan in a pleasant company, the best I could desire I guess, it made the day. And while I sat in song I realized that I at times forget all those small moments when I was given so my cup was full of joy and peace and when I knew I was loved and cared for. And I need to remember, I need to write my book full of knowledge of it, for times I claim lack of them so I can prove myself wrong and be at peace in hope of yet another such time, when it is right and needed and meant to be there. For today, for presents in it and turns arranged by hand invisible but loving, I am grateful tonight. Thank you.
