79. of butterflies

So, after a little pause I may be able to pick up on writing my moments of pose and gratitude of the day. But to start with, I will be summing up the whole last week as it contained many of the issues that got to me in last year and was one of the hardest week of the year so far, in my inner world of thoughts and feelings.

My gratitude in this past week goes to few wonderful people I met, some of them for first time, some more then that, but all warming my heart by their gentle ways and words or actions that comfirmed some of my own thoughts and feelings. They even and surpass meeting the people that did exactly the oposite. But, to them too I am grateful, as they brought some other lessons and new insights and understandings to my life.

I´d have to say that right there gratitude owe to be given to my wonderful family for all their tolerance, love and help, for meeting those close to me I do care for and for voice of my father whose cheer is enough to cheer me.

And then, my gratitude goes to a butterfly. I believe on tuesday last week it appeared in my life, flattering through the kitchen at my work, a very chaotic kitchen I entered in a rather chaotic space overall, in a day that for so many reasons felt difficult and demanding. Just a look at that butterfly somehow made me smile, relax and feel happier and at peace. It felt as if hand of God had touched my heart to bring assurance of his presence and support. And that butterfly kept staying around for the rest of the week and every meeting of him made me think of those I love and care and of presence of their love in my life, of gentle and firm presence of my God. This butterfly could have been outside, enjoying the sun and flowers and food and friendship of other butterflies, but instead he stayed inside and kept making my day and my week not only bareble but also mindfull and supported. I am still in awe of this butterfly and really grateful for it´s presence.

I think that should be it for now. Good night, good world.