torsdag 26 april 2012

9. difficulties




I rarely get so worried or stressed that I cannot sleep, even less often does worry of some kind wake me up in the night. Last night I however woke up few times with some nagging, although not fully identified worries and uneasiness. At times world can be seen in beauty and flowers, at times there is draught and darkness and it was some kind of visiting to this less pleasant side that roamed in my subconscious keeping me in its grip. On top of it, I am also sick and feverish a bit, pain in the body, throat, headache.

I cannot say I had a bad day however. Company was in small doses but steadily, good one. I´ve done a few things that I planned although perhaps there is few left. But, days main colour really was, perhaps befitting a rainy day, one of difficulties and slight struggle, warnings and concerns. And as that is what presented itself consistently this day, I am greateful for it. It may bring me rest and some new insights or perhaps simply an experience and cause to think. Either way, I appreaciate it and I notify it.


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